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2007年3月29日星期四

UTAR or MMU?

April coming, and my final exam is coming soon too.. After the exam, if I success to pass the three subjects in this very last semester, I'll be graduated from TARC.

But here is the big problem, I've not decided which university to go yet!

UTAR? MMU?

If I choose UTAR, I won't need to worry so much for the fee because it is a lot cheaper. I can get PTPTN loan to cover both of the course and living fee. I maybe can save one year for my degree study if I choose UTAR.. But, UTAR is not accredited by IEM/BEM! That's mean I won't be a engineer which is qualified by our government except I'm going to take the IEM/BEM Exam (Part 2&3)..

MMU is accredited, and the quality of the courses provided by MMU is also better than a lot of the other private universities. It's located in Cyberjaya, which is quite isolate from any other places, so that the students can be more concentrate in their studies. The course fee is much expensive, but what I think is it worth the price. If I choose MMU, mostly I'll need to study for 4 years and I'll have serious finacial problem. I can apply for PTPTN, 66k for 4 years but that is not enough to include both of the course fee and the living fee.

I really hope that I can get in MMU, although I'll need to study longer and pay more. My dad can not afford to give me financial support but he does support me to choose MMU. Really appreciate him for always support me for what I want although he can't do much to help. I just hope I can faster become a success woman and return what he have given me since 1987.

What I need now is a scholarship and a good pay part time job... Loan will be my last choice because I already owe the government RM10,000++ for my diploma PTPTN loan!

Wish myself all the best, and wish you all the best for your future too!

2007年3月10日星期六

野蛮

不善于表达,是我野蛮的借口。

众难题的解决方案,于我也只是“野蛮”二字。

没什么是野蛮解决不了的。我是这样想的。


心情坏的时候,和谁说去?

你吗?


我不会表达。还是,语言不通?

所以,我撒野,我发脾气。


别人眼中,包括你,只觉得疑惑吧?这妞儿怎么那么不讲理?


不公平,从来没有你发脾气的机会。

这世上本来就没有什么公平与否,世界本来就不平。

——这也是我的野蛮公式。


想发泄一下,心中的不快,因你而起的不快,却是多么的困难。

没有人站在我这一边。

就连他们安慰我的话语,也是偏帮你的善言好语。


我只想发泄一下,并非真的嫌你不好。

你的好,我比谁人都清楚。

我只是想发泄。


忧郁症,是这样而来的。

想诉苦,却没有适合的垃圾桶。

只能不停的哭。

以为哭过会比较好过,却非如此。

一颗清澈的泪珠落下,是倾盆大雨的征兆。

哭了,心依然痛,不满依然存在。

头痛,呕吐 是之后的症状。


男人是理性的动物,女人靠感觉。这是真的。

你什么都要求我解释清楚。

难道你不知道,很多事情不是言词可以表达的吗?

为什么非问清楚不可?

那很烦。你不知道吗?


“爱你”二字,越来越难说出口。


你不会知道,我野蛮的理由。

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